Friday, February 23, 2007
I Love Life
10:33 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
why
why
why
i was dumb.
utterly dumb.
the dumbest i've ever been and it really seems like the end for me.
what am i to do?
i dont know how to live my life like that.
i dont know how to live my life without something as much a part of me as everything else added up together.
this feeling of exisitence
im not really here am i?
it dosen feel like im here.
i feel like a dream
i am nightmare
so it feels
feelings- complicated things arent they
i dont know what i feel now.
lost
stupid
non-exsistence
a longing like never before
twisted twisted love
love- it a whole other thing.
not just a feeling
a commitment you say?
well what happened then?
i was stupid. i admitted it
i want to do something about it
i'll do anything about it
im broken
messed up
a pile of rotting trash now
you
cool
calm
collected
even cold
the things you say
the things you do
im confused
and
unsatisfied.
have you realised?
its been a week now...
10:25 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
so whats the status quo?
feeling utterly dumb
9:24 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
went to wisma aft sch. hees:]
basically.
i feel really unproductive.
didnt get anything!!!!
arhs!!!
anyways.
something really interesting happened though.
we saw this guy sing to green tea bread!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so weird!!
but entertaining!
hahas.
oh.
if u guys were wondering what song he was singing,
it wasn the hot cross bun kind
it was a love song
something like "you are beautiful.. be mine.. "
sorta thing
hahas.
so funny!!
well. that would have to be the most exciting thing that has happened to me today.
continuing my search for clothes i like that i can afford...
its depressing when dey dont have it in your sixw our when it exceeds your puny budget.
7:29 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
saturday is here!!!
yay!
anyways..
more imptly..
tuesday and wednesday are coming!!!
big YAY!
go figure
9:44 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
he is a loser
irritating beyond compare
he is a ahole (i really dont want to use this word but im really angry. sorry)
far more than one can bare
if im to live
in the same house as him
for a decade more
my vessels will burst
and white hair will sprout
facing that stupid boar
beyond control
he'll frighten you
with his
outrageous teeth and nails
he'll torture you
its what he does best
and sadly you can bail
you'r stuck with him
no matter what
you cant throw him in the bin
turn around and kick his butt
but he'll just turn round and scream:
'mom, sis kicked me!'
you know then theres no way out for you
for who can win when its two against one
so just do what you have to do. (blog about it)
12:11 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
im not supposed to be posting..
ssshhh..
anyways.
came online just to print some stuff for guides tmr but owells
a little post wont hurt right?
so let me start bt saying..
OMG! tomorrow got 2
2
2
biology test!!!
arhs!!
so weird right?
same sub to test on the same day.
mrs Lee say she cannot come tommorow so got 2 test lo.
i still dont get the logic why cant it be one big test instead of 2?
well, i dont seem to get the logic of many things recently.
the flu and mucus and all the sick stuff must be getting to my head.
speaking of sick
heres a shout out to my dear sister in guiding pk :
GET WELL SOON DARLING!!!
during chinese class got no pk so weird.
not so noisy anymore hahas.
den during chi class she always got something interesting to say.
hahas.
so girl listen up : you must get better and come back to school to entertin me!!
hahas
speaking of chinese..
i just rmb tmr got ting xie.
darn
i just had to rmb only now.
and obviously this means i didn bring home the book to study.
this always happens to me.
me and my sh"tty memory.
guess im gonna fail it again.
guess how many ting xie's i've actually passed.
chinese is just si difficult.
its not my fault.
one very impt thing:
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!
i wanna cut my hair
i wanna buy shoes
i wanna buy flats
i wanna buy necklaces
i wanna buy bangles/bracelets
i wanna buy clothes ( i haven bought my new year clothes by the way so i have reason to do so. yipee!)
i wanna buy more and more of everthing listed above and more!!
hahas.
im making myself sound really materialistic.
i must say though, wordly wants arent everthing a girl needs to be happy.
they are strictly WANTS. not NEEDS.
yups.
i can control myself :)
so yes,
i've taken you through the bio test, pk, horribly difficult to learn chinese and my selfish wordly wishes-to-have only to lead you to the end of my post.
that is to say if you have actually read till the end.
so congratulations on the patience you indeeed must possess somewhere within you to do so but this is really
THE END
9:29 PM